Healing from Within:
A Sacred Women’s Ketamine-Assisted Therapy Retreat in
Puerto Rico
January 10-17, 2025
If you are a woman who has been carrying the weight of anxiety, depression, or trauma, someone who yearns for inner peace, self-discovery, and the release of past wounds, and if you’re ready to dive deep into transformative healing supported by ketamine-assisted therapy, then join us in Puerto Rico for this life-changing retreat.
You step out into the warm, humid air of the Puerto Rican morning, the sounds of the rainforest waking with you. The soft rustle of leaves greets your ears as the sunlight filters through the canopy, dappling the path ahead.
The air is thick with the scent of earth and tropical flowers, grounding you with every breath.
As you walk, your feet press gently into the earth, feeling the cool, damp ground beneath you. The song of birds surrounds you—vivid flashes of color as they flit between the trees—and you catch a glimpse of a bright coquí frog hopping across your path, its chirp familiar and soothing. The path leads you deeper into the lush greenery, where the sound of a distant waterfall beckons.
You pause for a moment, taking in the expanse that stretches as far as the eye can see.
Are you ready to experience a profound shift in your healing journey?
This retreat will take you deeper than you’ve ever gone before, using the transformative power of Ketamine-Assisted Psychotherapy combined with the wisdom of the rainforest. You’ll unlock new layers of healing, moving through trauma, fear, and emotional blocks with a compassionate, supportive group of women by your side.
Can you imagine how healing it will be to undergo your inner journey while immersed in the rainforest’s energy?
The rainforest is more than just a backdrop—it’s an active partner in your healing process. The natural sounds, the powerful life force, and the grounding energy of the earth will help support your emotional releases, creating a safe space for deep work as you journey through ketamine sessions and connect with nature.
What would it feel like to explore deep emotional healing in the company of other women on the same journey?
Powerful! You’ll be surrounded by women who understand what you’re going through, who are also seeking transformation and healing. Together, through KAP journeys and group integration circles, you’ll share, support, and grow alongside each other, forming bonds that will last long after the retreat ends.
How transformative will it be to access new emotional insights through Ketamine-Assisted Psychotherapy in a tropical paradise?
Life-changing! Ketamine opens up your mind to new perspectives and allows deep emotional work to happen. When combined with the healing energies of the rainforest, it will guide you to insights and clarity that might have felt out of reach before, providing you with new tools for long-lasting healing.
Wouldn’t it feel great to rediscover that part of you that’s been missing?
Absolutely! On this retreat, through guided Shamanic journeys and visits to ancient Celtic sacred sites, you’ll reconnect with the lost parts of yourself so you can rediscover your purpose and return home feeling whole and deeply aligned with your inner wisdom.
How exciting would it be to finally break free from fear and step into real change?
It’ll be so freeing! Through practices like breathwork, somatic movement, and emotion release ceremonies, you’ll let go of fear and step into a new chapter of your life with courage and excitement.
Wouldn’t it be amazing to finally reconnect with your inner self and feel fully aligned?
Beyond amazing! Through daily meditations, journaling, and self-reflection exercises, you’ll reconnect with your inner voice, aligning with your true self and purpose.
Can you imagine how wonderful you’ll feel when you break free from your routine and reconnect with something sacred and spiritual?
You’ll feel completely renewed! Through a blend of daily spiritual practices, fire and fairy ceremonies, and group process, you’ll deeply connect with the natural world and ancient energies. These sacred rituals will help you reconnect with the spiritual aspects of life, leaving you grounded, refreshed, and filled with a sense of purpose and meaning.
The Venue
El Yunque Rainforest Retreat
Imagine waking up to the mist rising from the mountains, the air thick with the earthy scent of the rainforest, and the melodies of birds and coquí frogs filling the air. With panoramic views that stretch beyond the horizon and modern amenities that blend seamlessly with nature, this unique space offers an ideal setting for introspection, relaxation, and spiritual awakening.
Inside, the dormitory-style accommodations are designed to encourage community and deep connection with fellow travelers.
Picture yourself surrounded by like-minded women, sharing stories in a space that feels cozy and welcoming.
The simplicity of the rooms allows you to focus on the transformative journey you’re here for—no distractions, just a grounded sense of belonging.
The architectural design of the retreat harmonizes with the environment, offering open, airy spaces that invite the outside in. Large windows and open terraces frame the beauty of the rainforest, making it easy to feel connected to the rhythms of nature as you move through your day. Whether meditating on the spacious deck, gathering for a group ceremony, or simply soaking in the natural beauty from the outdoor pool, you are constantly reminded of the sacredness of your surroundings.
What makes Bru Moytura truly special is how it nurtures connection with both the land and each other.
The circular design of the building fosters a feeling of unity, where you naturally find yourself forming deeper bonds with those around you.
As you move through the space, the energy of the earth seems to flow through every room, reminding you of the ancient wisdom held in this sacred landscape.
It’s a place where both personal reflection and shared experiences blossom effortlessly.
In addition to its natural beauty, this venue serves as a gateway to deeper exploration. The El Yunque Rainforest itself, with its ancient trees, mystical waterfalls, and rich Taíno heritage and mystical lore, is just minutes away, offering endless opportunities for guided nature walks, healing ceremonies, and spiritual journeys.
At night, the gentle energy of the retreat center offers a sense of protection and peace, allowing you to fully let go and recharge.
After a day of spiritual exploration and personal transformation, you’ll feel embraced by the energy of this sacred place, knowing you are exactly where you need to be.
Whether sharing stories by the peat fire or enjoying a moment of quiet reflection, this uniquely designed building becomes more than a place to stay—it becomes an essential part of your healing journey.
Retreat Schedule Overview
Friday, January 10: Arrival & Opening to Transformation
Welcome to the beginning of your soul’s journey! Upon your arrival at Dublin Airport (DUB), you will shuttle to the cozy Clayton Hotel Dublin Airport, where you’ll stay in comfortable triple-occupancy rooms. Double or single rooms available for a surcharge. If you arrive before check-in (2:00 PM), the hotel will happily store your luggage, allowing you the freedom to explore the vibrant city of Dublin at your own pace.
This day is dedicated to easing into your retreat experience, creating space for spiritual healing and transformation. Meals are not provided on this day, offering you the opportunity to discover local cuisine. Get ready to immerse yourself in the ancient magic of Ireland!
Sunday, March 2: Opening Circle & Fire Ceremony
After a nourishing breakfast, we’ll journey from Dublin to the sacred grounds of Brú Moytura, where our retreat truly begins. Here, we will gather for an Opening Circle and a powerful Fire Ceremony, designed to set our intentions and clear space for the personal transformation that awaits. Rooted in the ancient wisdom of Celtic traditions, this ceremony will invite you to release what no longer serves you and open your heart to the healing energy of the land. Let the flames guide you as we embark on this soulful adventure together.
Monday, March 3: Hawthorn Ceremony, Flower Mandala Creation
As our journey continues at the sacred site of Brú Moytura, you’ll experience a deeply transformative day. We’ll begin with the Hawthorn Ceremony, a ritual that connects us to the mystical energy of the Hawthorn tree, known in Celtic lore as a gateway between worlds. The Hawthorn represents protection, balance, and the heart’s wisdom, offering us a chance to deepen our intentions for the retreat and invoke the blessings of the ancient spirits of the land.
Following this, we’ll create a Flower Mandala, a beautiful, collaborative art piece made from nature’s offerings. This sacred practice invites you to channel your energy into the Earth, using natural findings to craft a visual prayer of gratitude and intention. Each item placed in the mandala symbolizes a personal wish or intention, creating a living tapestry that reflects the collective energy of the group.
To further ground and relax, we’ll finish the day with a deeply soothing Sound Healing session. The vibrations of sound will guide you into a state of deep peace, helping you integrate the day’s rituals. This day will be a profound immersion in Celtic wisdom, helping you open to transformation.
Tuesday, March 4: Carrowmore: Sacred Rituals
After breakfast, we invite you to join a serene Group Meditation, where we will set intentions and clear energetic space together. This meditation will deepen your preparation as we move into the powerful ceremonies planned for the day, aligning your spirit with the transformative energy ahead.
Our first destination is the Tobernault Holy Well, where you’ll take part in a sacred Water Blessing Ceremony. This ancient ritual is designed to release emotional blocks and cleanse your spirit, as we connect with the pure, healing waters of Tobernault. This sacred blessing symbolizes emotional healing and renewal, leaving you refreshed and open for further transformation.
Next, we journey to the awe-inspiring Carrowmore Megalithic Site, one of Ireland’s oldest and largest megalithic cemeteries. Here, you’ll embark on a profound Shamanic Journey. This meditative practice calls upon the wisdom of ancient spirits to guide you deeper into your healing path. As you connect with the timeless energies of the land, you’ll receive insights and guidance to support your personal transformation.
Wednesday, March 5: Breathwork & Release Circle
We remain at Brú Moytura for a day of deep emotional release and personal empowerment. The focus is on transformative Breathwork and a powerful Release Circle. Through conscious breath and somatic exercises, you will tap into and release emotional patterns that no longer serve you, making space for self-discovery and inner strength.
This day invites you to face your shadow self, confront and release suppressed rage, and unleash the grief held within. The safe, supportive environment will guide you through these intense emotions, allowing for profound healing and transformation as you step into a more empowered version of yourself.
Thursday, March 6: Knocknashee Hill, Glen Wood Hungry Rock
Today, we ascend to the mystical Knocknashee Hill, a place rich with fairy energy and ancient legends. During a profound shamanic journey, you’ll connect with the spirit of the land and the ethereal presence of the fairies. Together, we will create a flower mandala and offer it to the cairns, symbolizing your deep gratitude for the healing, wisdom, and personal growth you’ve received throughout the retreat.
After this, we’ll explore the tranquil Glen Wood Hungry Rock, an abandoned village where you can reflect on the history and resilience of those who lived there.
The day concludes with an integration circle, where you’ll express gratitude for your journey, share your experiences, and prepare to carry the lessons and transformation into your daily life with a heart full of appreciation.
Friday, March 7: Healing Circle & Art Making
Next, we dive deeper into your healing journey with a morning Healing Circle focused on using art-making, and other experiential modalities as powerful therapeutic tools. Through deep expression, you’ll explore emotions and insights that have surfaced during the retreat, allowing for deeper healing and self-awareness.
The afternoon is reserved for Integration, and preparation for your post-retreat 30-day plan, providing space for reflection as you process and solidify the transformations you’ve experienced. This time allows you to internalize the lessons of the retreat, ensuring you leave with a strong foundation for continued healing and empowerment.
Saturday, March 8: Carrowkeel, Cacao, & Ecstatic Dance
On Day 8, we embark on a journey to the ancient and mystical site of Carrowkeel, one of Ireland’s most significant Neolithic passage tombs. Nestled in the Bricklieve Mountains, this sacred place offers a profound setting for a grounding Shamanic Journey. As you connect with the ancient energies of the land and the wisdom of the ancestors, you’ll open yourself to receiving deeper insights and messages. These messages, unique to each person’s path, may offer guidance, clarity, and a sense of purpose, helping you understand the next steps in your personal growth and spiritual journey.
We then return to Brú Moytura for a heart-opening Cacao Ceremony, where the ritual’s energizing properties will enhance your connection to yourself and others, fostering a sense of joy and community. The day culminates in an exhilarating Ecstatic Dance, where you’ll embody the messages and insights you received during the Shamanic Journey, expressing them through movement. This celebration of self-expression will help you integrate the wisdom you’ve gained, leaving you empowered and aligned with your deeper purpose.
3 meals included!
Sunday, March 9: Closing Circle
The retreat concludes with a session to finish your 30-day plan so you can continue your healing and spiritual journey, ensuring you leave confident and deeply connected to your inner wisdom and the ancient land of Ireland.
Throughout the retreat, Meg and Amanda will guide you through each sacred ceremony and practice, helping you release old emotional patterns, embrace new insights, and return home with clarity, empowerment, and a deeper connection to both yourself and the ancient Celtic wisdom that has guided this journey.
Transport to Clayton Hotel Dublin Airport leaving Bru Moytura at 2PM.
Breakfast and Lunch included.
Monday, March 10: Departure Day: Carrying the Wisdom Forward
As your time in Ireland comes to a close, take a moment to review the insights and experiences that have shaped your journey here. You’ll leave Ireland not only with memories but with a clear plan to keep the energy of this retreat alive in your daily life. Whether it’s through continued self-care, connecting with nature, or integrating the practices you’ve learned, the wisdom you’ve gained will continue to support and guide you. Safe travels as you return home, to step back into your world. Changed.
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How Exciting would it be to reconnect with nature in a way that heals your soul?
It would be magnificent! Through nature immersion and outdoor rituals at sacred sites, you’ll reconnect with the earth, feeling more grounded, peaceful, and spiritually uplifted.
Can you imagine how wonderful you’ll feel when you can put yourself first without any guilt?
Incredible! Through release workshops, mindful journaling, and sound healing, you’ll learn to prioritize your own needs without guilt, embracing self-love and returning home with a renewed sense of inner peace.
Can you imagine the relief you’ll feel once you finally face the changes you need to make with courage?
Total relief! Through group process work, integration circles, and fire ceremonies, you’ll face the changes you’ve been avoiding, leaving you empowered and ready to move forward with peace and confidence.
How great would it be to walk away with practical tools to integrate your healing journey into daily life?
We’ve got you covered! You’ll leave with personalized practices and a 30-day action plan to continue integrating the spiritual and emotional growth you’ve gained during the retreat into your everyday life.
This retreat IS for you if:
- You’re seeking deep spiritual healing and transformation through ancient Celtic wisdom.
- You feel called to release old patterns that no longer serve you and embrace change.
- You’re craving a break from your daily routine and want to reconnect with your true self.
- You are willing to challenge the edges of your comfort zones.
- You’re ready to prioritize your own needs without guilt and step into empowerment.
- You long for a peaceful, nature-filled setting to reflect, recharge, and grow.
- You desire a supportive community of like-minded women on a similar journey.
This retreat is NOT for you if:
- You’re not open to exploring spiritual growth or the wisdom of ancient Celtic traditions.
- You prefer luxury accommodations over simple, communal spaces.
- You aren’t comfortable participating in groups and ceremonies.
- You’re seeking a fast-paced, high-energy getaway instead of a reflective retreat focused on deep healing.
- You’re not ready to prioritize self-care or confront emotional and mental patterns that may be holding you back.
- You’re not interested in connecting with nature or engaging in healing practices like sound baths, shamanic journeys, or fire ceremonies.
- You are unwilling or unable to take accountability for your emotions and reactions, or to be responsible for your own healing journey.
- You are not prepared to self-soothe or manage emotional triggers during the retreat.
- You are not ready to put your baggage down and release what is no longer serving you.
Bonuses - We are ALL about your experience!
Trip Leaders
Meg Tobin
Licensed Mental Health Counselor
INELDA End of Life Doula
Psychedelic Assisted Psychotherapist
Hello, I’m Meg, and I’m passionate about guiding women through deep emotional and spiritual transformations. My journey began like many others, searching for deeper meaning. In my 20s, I traveled solo through Ireland, where the beauty of the land and its spirit connected me to a sense of empowerment I hadn’t felt before.
Discovering the Power of the Land
My travels were more than just seeing Ireland’s landscapes; they helped me reconnect with lost parts of myself. The ancient sites and rolling hills brought clarity, and alongside this, I discovered the healing power of somatic therapies and the importance of community in trauma healing.
Healing & Guiding Others
This personal transformation led me to explore deeper healing methods like Brainspotting, EMDR, and EFT Tapping, and to incorporate psychedelic-assisted psychotherapy into my work. Through sacred rituals and ceremonies, I help women trust their inner healing wisdom and reconnect with their personal power.
Ireland As A Sacred Place
For me, Ireland is more than a place—it’s a partner in healing. The mystical landscapes have played a pivotal role in my own healing, and I can’t wait to share the magic of this sacred land with you on this retreat.
Amanda Conway
Celtic Shamanic Healer
Spiritual Guide
Hi, I’m Amanda, a Celtic shamanic healer and spiritual guide deeply rooted in Ireland’s sacred landscapes. Growing up near ancient sites fueled my passion for the Earth’s wisdom and the power of transformation. I founded Ireland’s only Mandala Meditation course, blending ancient Celtic traditions with modern mindfulness practices. As a Reiki Master and sound healer, I’m honored to guide others through transformative journeys of deep emotional, spiritual, and energetic healing.
Working with Sacred Plant Medicine
A core part of my practice involves working with sacred plant medicines like cacao and hawthorn. These plants are powerful allies in opening the heart and connecting with our emotional truths. Growing up near the mystical Hill of the Fairies, I’ve always felt a profound connection to the land and its spirits, which influences every ceremony I lead.
Empowering Women through Ceremony
Guiding women through transformational journeys is my greatest joy. Through ceremony, sound healing, and energy work, I help women rediscover their personal power and spiritual connection. Sharing the magic of the fairies and the healing energy of the land is a privilege, and I’m passionate about creating spaces for deep healing and spiritual growth.
Ireland As A Sacred Place
For me, Ireland is more than a place—it’s a partner in healing. The mystical landscapes have played a pivotal role in my own healing, and I can’t wait to share the magic of this sacred land with you on this retreat.
FAQs
Throughout the retreat, you will participate in three guided Ketamine-Assisted Psychotherapy (KAP) sessions, aimed at helping you access expanded states of consciousness for healing. Daily practices such as yoga, breathwork, and group integration sessions will help you connect with your body and process your experiences. In addition, you’ll enjoy time in nature, sacred healing ceremonies like Sound Journeys and Cacao Ceremonies, and opportunities to reflect by the pool or explore Puerto Rico’s beautiful landscapes, including nearby waterfalls and beaches. Each day offers a balance of structured therapeutic work and personal time for rest and reflection.
Your registration includes accommodations in our luxurious rainforest villa, all meals, three KAP sessions with licensed therapists, daily group activities (including yoga, breathwork, and ceremonies), and transportation to and from the retreat venue. You’ll also receive individual support during integration sessions to ensure your healing journey is fully supported.
Yes, the work can bring up intense feelings, and it’s natural to feel overwhelmed at times. Our experienced facilitators are here to guide you through this deep inner work, helping you “ride the wave” of emotions. This retreat is ideal for women who have some emotional regulation skills and are open to exploring shadow work and deep transformation. We are here to support you every step of the way.
Dublin. We have arranged hotel stays on the day of arrival (March 1, 2025) and on the day of before departure (March 9, 2025.) We will provide additional travel advice once you’ve registered.
We can pair you with another participant if you’re coming alone. Let us know during registration, and we’ll handle the arrangements for a shared room. THis applies to the hotel stays on either end of the retreat. The retreat center has dormitory style rooms.
This retreat is designed for women only and is focused on personal and spiritual healing. It’s best experienced without family members for a more immersive experience. If family will be meeting you after the retreat, let us know and we will support you reconnecting with them!
No. But there is from your hotel the following day! Please take the hotel shuttle to the hotel. Group transportation from the hotel is provided on March 2, 2025. If you fly into Shannon or another airport, we can help you arrange transportation to the retreat at your own expense.
Yes, we can accommodate most dietary restrictions. Please inform us of your requirements during registration, and we will do our best to meet your needs. Food will be vegetarian, with vegan and gluten-free options.
Pack comfortable clothing, sturdy walking shoes, rain gear, rain or waterproof hiking boots, personal toiletries, spiritual tools if desired, and an adapter [like this] for electronics. A detailed packing list will be provided.
Ireland’s weather in March is often mild but unpredictable. Temperatures typically range from 37°F to 50°F (3°C to 10°C), with frequent rain showers and overcast skies. You can expect cool, damp conditions, so layering is key. While snow is rare, it can occur in higher elevations. March also brings more daylight, making it a great time to explore, but be prepared for changing weather by packing waterproof gear and warm clothing for cooler evenings and potential rain.
You can exchange money at your local bank, at the airport, or in Ireland. Many ATMs in Ireland also dispense Euros when using a U.S. bank card. Be sure to inform your bank about your international travel.
Can I use my phone in Ireland?
Yes, you can use your cell phone in Ireland, but it depends on your carrier and phone setup. Here are the key things to consider:
Carrier Plans: Most major U.S. carriers (like T-Mobile, Verizon, and AT&T) offer international roaming plans. Depending on your plan, you may have access to unlimited texting, 2G data, and low-cost calling while in Ireland. Some plans may require you to pay extra for high-speed data or international calling.
Can I add a new SIM card?
Ensure your phone is unlocked and compatible with GSM networks, which are standard in Ireland. Most modern phones (especially from major carriers) are compatible, but double-check to be safe. You can buy SIM cards online, or wait to pick one up at the airport or convenience store. If you have a newer phone, there is not SIM port, but you can purchase eSIM cards online.
Roaming?
Be sure to turn on international roaming in your phone’s settings. If you don’t want to use roaming, consider using Wi-Fi for communication through apps like WhatsApp or Skype.
Can I add a new SIM card?
IF your phone is unlocked and it is on the
A $500 trip retainer is required at time of registration. Trip retainers are refundable until 120 days before departure – before November 1, 2024. Less than 120 days before departure trip retainers are 100% non refundable. Any cancellation made between December 1, 2024 and Jan 1, 2024 will result in a loss of 50% of the trip price. Any cancellation made between: Jan 2, 2025 and the trip departure will result in a total loss of funds. We reserve the right to cancel the trip if it is not meeting the trip minimum (if we do so your deposit is refunded in full). Trip cancellation insurance is always recommended whenever making travel plans. You can use our suggested Travel Guard Insurance online and choose from several policy options.
This cancellation policy is firm therefore please do NOT make any travel arrangements until you receive your registration confirmation from Meg!
We strongly recommend purchasing travel insurance for any unforeseen circumstances. Here a link to the company we recommend
Yes, Sligo is a safe and welcoming destination. We recommend following general travel safety guidelines and purchasing travel insurance for added peace of mind.
Consider purchasing carbon offsets through a reputable organization to help reduce your environmental impact. We can provide recommendations for resources.
I’m not sure I can take the time off.
This retreat is an investment in your well-being, and taking a week to recharge can help you return feeling refreshed and ready to tackle life’s challenges.I don’t think I’m spiritual enough for this.
Our retreat embraces all beliefs and encourages you to explore spirituality at your own pace.I’m concerned about the intensity of the emotional work.
The retreat is designed to be supportive while digging into the deep stuff. You may get triggered and feel dysregulated, and that’s okay! Use your regulation skills and our expertise to keep moving through the healing process.I’m worried I won’t fit in.
The retreat is inclusive and welcoming to women from all walks of life. You’ll feel supported no matter where you are on your journey.I’m not comfortable sharing in groups.
There’s no pressure to share if you’re not ready. Personal reflection is a key part of the retreat, and everyone’s journey is unique.I’m worried about being away from my family.
Taking time for yourself allows you to return to your family with more presence, energy, and clarity.Is it worth the investment?
This retreat is an investment in your emotional and spiritual growth, providing tools and experiences that can lead to lasting transformation.- I still have questions!
- Please reach out to Meg: meg@therapycny,com
A anamnacha áille (Dear beautiful souls)
A anamnacha áille,
Can I just say? I can hardly contain my excitement for what we’re going to create together!
Just imagine it—a whole week dedicated to reconnecting with yourself, set against the backdrop of Ireland’s mythic landscapes and surrounded by like-minded women seeking a similar journey. This is going to be a transformative experience like no other!
My vision? It’s simple: a beautiful mix of magic, healing, and a dash of playfulness—because why should healing always be so serious, right? We’ll dive deep into our hearts, let the ancient Irish land hold us, and maybe even share a belly laugh or two while discovering things about ourselves that we’ve forgotten. We’ll create space for transformation, but also for pure joy. And yes, there will be plenty of tea and cozy chats (no retreat is complete without them!).
Picture this: mornings spent in peaceful meditation or walking in the fresh Irish air, afternoons visiting sacred sites that hold ancient wisdom (yes, there might even be fairies involved!), and evenings cozying up around a peat fire, sharing stories, letting sound bowls bathe us, and dancing our healing into existence. No judgments, no rush—just you, me, and a beautiful group of women supporting each other through whatever comes up.
I truly believe in the power of community and shared experiences. This retreat isn’t just about healing (though trust me, there will be plenty of that); it’s about joy, connection, and the little moments that remind us why we’re here. So bring your messy, beautiful self—because I can’t wait to meet her. We’re going to make some magic together, I promise!
Le grá, (With love)
Meg